I AM BACK!

I am back!  Things have settled down and my desire to write has grown.  I started this blog as a way to say what I wanted to say when I wanted to say it but unfortunately shortly after I started I began to worry about being topical, interesting humorous, and most importantly popular.  I managed to suck all the fun out the reason I started.  Now that I realize this I hope that I will be posting often about things that are on my mind.  If it happens to strike a cord with someone it would be great but it is not my major motivating factor.

For I while I may retrace what has been transpiring for the last three months.  If for no other reason just to help me to realize what has been going on and so I can see the progression of my life.

It's hard for me to realize that it has been four months!  There are times it seems like just yesterday I made a posting and other days it seems like it has been years!

There has been quite a bit of family drama, it has been going on know for over a year but I think we are close to that simmering down.  I should never make any declaration one way or another just because whenever I do it seems to turn the exact opposite that I said it would!  That's life though isn't it?  Just when you think you have it all figured out it takes a sharp right turn.

My grandson Aiden, is SEVEN MONTHS OLD!  He is so incredible, he is such a happy little guy.  It is a great testimony to his loving mother, she has had the good fortune to spend the last seven months being with him full time.  She has wanted to work but it wasn't possible until just recently. 

I've made great progress and have graduated from therapy!  Yes, I am admitting I went to therapy for emotional help.  I think everyone should go if they feel they need to go.  I started going because I had no one to talk to and life was too overwhelming for me.  I had the good fortune of coming across two therapists who were able to navigate me through the difficult times.  If it wasn't for them I truly don't know what would have happened to me.

In addition to therapy my growing spirituality  has truly saved my life.  My growing relationship with God will be part of my blog in the future.  I am comfortable with my spirituality and it is very important to me.

I will be having posting about spiritual thoughts again when they occur to me.

Well there we go, my first posting in a very long time.  It feels great to be writing again.

Remember, God loves you and so do I.

L